It's pride month! It's been a while since I haven't posted here, there's a lot of things happening right now in my life that are way too personal to make me wanna talk about lol, but it's June and I wanted to do so much things, most important of all, draw a lot (But again, I've been too stressed to even turn on my pc. Rn I'm supposed to be finishing a Python course I need done by the 16th, I'm getting there, but now that I'm on my pc I wanted to write a little, think less about college.....
PRIDE MONTH: I'm queer, I always forget that people don't usually know those things about me, all I think about all day is about me and things that rotate around me, I don't usually talk out loud too, but ok. If I should put a label on myself I would say I'm a agender, aromantic (bisexual), I've been thinking of the word saphic but since I don't feel much romantic attraction is kind of weird, that's why the word bisexual is in parenthesis, it's been hard trying to figure it out, but I'm kind of happy now that I know I'm aromantic.
Well, some days ago I was playing a game with a college classmate, we've been playing like a casual thing for some weeks, and it's my favorite game too so I didn't complain, playing with a stranger, but this last time it was very uncomfortable. He insisted on me marrying him on the game, not once, not twice, FOUR times, in very different times too, he was just too persistent and I felt so grossed out, not because he's way older than me (we're almost 10 years apart) but because he's just... not the kind of person I like to hang out with? He's like, kind of racist, homophobic and sexist, he always starts sentences like: "I'm not racist but...", "Not to be homophobic but..." Like, ok? I don't fucking care, ugh, now that I'm writing this I'm so annoyed lol I haven't talk to him since that day, I don't really want to talk to him anymore, it feels a little gross.
PRIDE MONTH: I'm queer, I always forget that people don't usually know those things about me, all I think about all day is about me and things that rotate around me, I don't usually talk out loud too, but ok. If I should put a label on myself I would say I'm a agender, aromantic (bisexual), I've been thinking of the word saphic but since I don't feel much romantic attraction is kind of weird, that's why the word bisexual is in parenthesis, it's been hard trying to figure it out, but I'm kind of happy now that I know I'm aromantic.
Well, some days ago I was playing a game with a college classmate, we've been playing like a casual thing for some weeks, and it's my favorite game too so I didn't complain, playing with a stranger, but this last time it was very uncomfortable. He insisted on me marrying him on the game, not once, not twice, FOUR times, in very different times too, he was just too persistent and I felt so grossed out, not because he's way older than me (we're almost 10 years apart) but because he's just... not the kind of person I like to hang out with? He's like, kind of racist, homophobic and sexist, he always starts sentences like: "I'm not racist but...", "Not to be homophobic but..." Like, ok? I don't fucking care, ugh, now that I'm writing this I'm so annoyed lol I haven't talk to him since that day, I don't really want to talk to him anymore, it feels a little gross.