again about college uuhhghhh

I didn't do good in my last test, talking about what I think about my performance, because I haven't got my grade yet, but I know it won't be great. I had an average score in my "Desktop App Development" class, t makes me a little sad, but it was all I could do. I feel very unmotivated about college right now because of my grades, and some other things but I think scores break my heart the most.

I should study harder, I know, that's the only real solution there is, but even when I study some things are really hard for me to understand, and that feeling of not understanding makes me incredibly sad.

That's all I wanted to say, I know I'll feel better in the future, but taking this out of my chest makes me feel a little better.