relationships etc etc

The day of my last entry was the same day I asked that guy to be my boyfriend, or more like I told him I liked him, like a verbal confirmation of the way I was feeling. So since July 17th We've been together? LOL
I worked ALL week last week, I really wanted to write about how I was feeling, but it was a difficult task as I was at work all day. Now I'm free! I can rest today and tomorrow and then Wednesday I have a very stressing thing to do and AFTER that I can rest again some days. I want to be alone.

I'm not good at relationships, I usually find people annoying, I find myself one of the most annoying people, as I don't have a very good self esteem, but I have to control that since now I'm sharing my time with another person in a romantic aspect, woah... I really have to.