overwhelmed but i can't give up

[d3bansen]

As I'm finishing my last year of Computer Science,as I've mentioned here before, I'm "developing" my final project and also looking to start my internship, I wouldn't lie about it, I'm so freaking scared sometimes I shiver with the thought I have to go through this.

It's not like it's something imposible for me to do, I know I can do it, and I will do it of course, but I'm doing it full of fear and to be honest, even tho I should be working right now, I can't. I get so overwhelmed when I think about it, I don't want it to be happening, I want it to be over as soon as possible.

I feel like a fraud ugh... But I'm trying to stay positive! This won't kill me.

Comments

[adore]

I get so overwhelmed when I think about it

I get that way about jobsearching too. I've allowed myself to limit how much of it I do each day and that has helped (not putting a deadline or pressure on myself) but if you have an external deadline, that might not be possible for you.

Hang in there, and I sympathise.

[d3bansen]

Thank you lots uu I'm working on making these things not mess up with my head, I do have an external deadline from my college, but I think I can do it without hurrying <'3